I have been called a hunter and fisherman
quite often, and really I am no more such than a million other Ozarkians. I was
born a conservationist and naturalist, and I will always be. I was taught by a
grandfather and father who knew more about conservation than any man I ever
met. No, they didn’t go by the fish and game laws, newly imposed when they were
young. They went by the laws of ‘wise use’, which is what ‘conservation’ once
meant.
My grandfather was the most knowledgeable
riverman and outdoorsman I ever knew. He taught me more about the workings of a
natural world and wild creatures than books could ever could have. But my dad
taught me how to live in the outdoors, enjoy its bounty and still be the kind
of creature on this earth that he felt a man should be.
I recall like it was yesterday the time
we were floating the river in December hunting ducks, and we drifted slowly
past a gravel bar where two young raccoons were caught hunting for crayfish and
mussels. They scurried up a nearby sycamore tree. I was 11 years old, and
excited about the prospect of shooting, more than hunting. I wanted to blast
the two of them, take the hides home to grandpa, who still trapped and sold
furs at that time.
Dad lowered my gun from my shoulder by
telling me that if I shot them, I would have to do the skinning, and clean them
both and eat them after Mom had baked them. I had eaten raccoon, and I got to
thinking I would rather eat a squirrel, if I had the choice. Why waste one of
my eight 16 gauge shells on something I would like to eat less than a squirrel
or rabbit? Those shells had to last me until the local Western Auto store had
another broken box so I could buy ten more.
We stopped to eat sandwiches on that
gravel bar, as the young ‘coons watched from high in the sycamore. Dad always
built a small fire beside a log, and cut three-pronged forked saplings we could
place sandwiches in and heat them. While we sat there on that log, he told me
that every man should develop a reverence for life, something he used in his
relations with other men and wild creatures too.
He told me that day that I should never
kill a wild creature without feeling that reverence for life, something God
gave to men in order that they could be what He meant them to be. It meant that
you never created a tame creature with cruelty, and you never killed a fish or
a bird or a mammal without feeling just a little sadness at its passing. He
said that when you ate fish or squirrels or ducks, you were enjoying the bounty
given by the Creator, and all lives, even of the smallest of his creation, had
value and purpose.
“A boy yearns to kill something, and thinks of little else when he is just a boy.” Dad told me. “But a grown man who lacks that reverence for life has a weak soul, a lack of knowledge about who he is and where he fits into life, and he lacks any understanding about who God is and what is expected of him by the Lord.”
The impact of that powerful talk on the
gravel bar of the Big Piney River has stayed with me. I have never been the
same since. Oh yes, I forgot it briefly when I killed that robin with my sassafras
bow and when I shot a chipmunk while alone in the woods a year later.
Grandpa is the only one who ever knew
about the robin, and he helped me clean it and eat it, but no one ever knew
about the chipmunk. As I held it in my hands that day I shed the last tears I
ever remember and promised God that if he would forgive me for wasting that little
life I would never ever do anything like that again.
We should all learn to live with that
reverence for life that Dad taught me to find within myself. I can forgive
about anything, but I am not a good enough person to not feel an awful wrath
for someone who is cruel to an animal, or hurtful to a little child. If you took
someone like that out and hanged him, I am afraid I would help you find a rope.
For such a person, who would for no
reason create unnecessary pain and suffering for a poor creature, or harm a
woman or child, I cannot have passion, and I cannot find forgiveness. What I
feel for such a person is not in keeping with what God would expect of me, but
I just can’t help it.
A reverence for life is the center of the
word for wise use… conservation. If you hunt or fish, remember it. If you do
not, remember that anyone can practice conservation. I think of that word when
I shave, and I can’t keep the hot water running. Saving water today in a world
that will have very little of it in 100 years is wise use… ‘conservation’. I
turn it off and on as I need it, and while I use it on my garden, I have never
watered a lawn in my life. What a useless waste!
My family recycles paper, plastic, glass
and cans and anything else we can recycle. Gloria Jean is in charge of that,
she hauls the bags of refuse to a recycling center a few miles away once every
month or so.
My grandfather never had anything to haul
off, he found a use for everything. Old match boxes were kept by all his neighbors
for grandpa to use to sand his sassafras boat paddles and the furniture he made
from scrap lumber. Remember those rough patches on the sides of the boxes? His
rocking chair was made from the leftovers of johnboats he built, sanded smooth with
match boxes! He used every can he emptied, and every paper bag.
What kills me is the way we throw old
tires in the river, or dump them on back roads. Our government could give 50
cents to everyone for an old tire at the tire shop and end the increasing
number of old tires thrown in the rivers. We also should pay a nickel or so for
every plastic bag you get at Walmart or the local grocery store. Charge a
nickel for each, and then pay a nickel back for those returned.
Only in the past year have I learned
about one of the greatest conservation businesses in the Ozarks, a grocery
store named Aldi’s. If you haven’t been in one, you have not been conserving
your money. I checked out a list of food and grocery items in Aldi’s compared
to the local grocery store and found that for every 100 dollars I would spend
at that store which distributes thousands of plastic bags to be found all over
the Ozarks, I will spend only 88 dollars at Aldi’s, and the food is better.
Best of all, Aldi’s stores have no
plastic bags… you bring your own containers or put your stuff in cardboard
boxes the store sets aside after emptying them. And you put a quarter up for
the shopping cart and when you put it neatly back where it came from you get
the quarter back. None ever have to be collected from the parking lot. That is
a way to save money and practice conservation even if you never get outdoors.
If they ever start paying fifty cents for
tires and a nickel for plastic bags, I can give up writing and spend all my
time outdoors, just like I did as a kid. When I was nine or ten I would make
some pretty good money picking up pop bottles that were worth three cents each.
This year folks, try to find ways to
practice conservation… ‘wise use’. And teach your kids the ‘reverence for life’
my dad taught me. If you will, it would make Dad proud to know his life was
worth so much.
The article I wrote years ago about New
Years Eve in the wilderness is on my
website…www.larrydablemontoutdoors.blogspot.com. Several people requested that
I reprint it for them.
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