I wrote this as a newspaper
column about ten years ago, and several readers commented that they liked it
then. So I will send it out again
in hopes that new readers like it as well, with the knowledge that old readers
like me don’t remember it…
There won't be any New Year’s Eve
party here on Lightnin' Ridge. Things will be about like they are almost every night. I will be asleep
well before midnight About then a pair of raccoons will be ambling along the
small creek that leads down to the river, looking for food that is becoming
harder to find because the crawdads are in deep water and the frogs are buried
in the mud, just as it has been for hundreds and hundreds of years.
A
great horned owl will leave his perch at the edge of the meadow and sweep down
upon an unsuspecting deer mouse without a sound other than the rustling in the
grass when he pins it against the cold earth with sharp talons. A great horned owl’s wings make no
noise, just as it has been for who knows how long. Unfortunately for the mouse, he won’t live to see the new
year, but he doesn’t even know that there is one coming. He didn’t see the coming of the last
one. He has lived only 10 months,
and that’s a long time for a mouse. The field where he has lived is a home for dozens of field mice, voles,
cotton rats, and shrews; nearly a dozen species of small ground mammals, some
of which spend the entire winter beneath ground in hibernation. Fortunately for the owl, and other
predators, there are some species of small mammals that do not hibernate, but
remain active throughout the winter or at least much of it.
Inside
the big oak where the owl sat, a pair of fox squirrels sleep in a small,
protected cavity. They will miss
the dawning of a new day and a new year if the temperature is well below
freezing for a good while. They won’t hibernate throughout the winter, but in
periods of extended extreme cold, they will sleep for days, in a
semi-hibernation much like the raccoon, the skunk and the opossum.
There are some big sycamores
along the bluff over the creek, and several wild gobblers spend the eve of the coming
year asleep on their branches, their forms plainly visible in the
moonlight. Three are big old toms,
but there are five jakes which have never experienced a new year’s eve before. They sleep through it, with tightened
tendons in their legs securing their toes to the limbs of the sycamore like the
grasp of a vice. Their ancestors
weathered the passing of hundreds of mid winter nights in much the same way.
Change is not clamored for amongst wild creatures. It is a resistance to change that ensures survival of the
species. It is sameness that gives
security in wild places.
In a cedar thicket, buried in the grasses, a covey of bobwhites form a
ring, ten of them in all. There
were nearly twice as many in October. The new year brings little for them to celebrate. With their bodies huddled together,
warmth is passed to the weaker members of the covey by the stronger and they
preserve heat as feathers fluff and insulate. When there are too few and the
temperature plunges, there is less chance of survival. As a new year begins, smaller groups
find birds of another covey and join them, in greater numbers finding greater
strength to resist the cold.
Huddled beneath the cedar, they are unaware of the grey fox, which
passes by as the new year approaches. His is an eternal quest for food, and if he only knew they were there,
what a New Year’s Eve party he would have. But like the owl, he will settle for a few small
ground mammals on this final night of an old year.
A
half dozen mallards spring to flight as a bobcat streaks across the river
gravel bar where they rest, upstream from the mouth of the creek. He leaps high to grasp a slower member
of the flock with his forepaws and pulls her down, taking that weaker, slower
individual for a new year’s feast. The hen mallard is a substantial meal for the bobcat. The rest of the flock circles in the
moonlight and will settle into another hole of water upstream.
The last protests of the quacking hen breaks the stillness, but other
sounds of nature at midnight are subtle. A buck snorts from a cedar thicket above the creek. A dying rabbit shrieks from the field
across the river, as a mink ferrets him from a brush pile. Smaller than the rabbit, the mink can
go anywhere, and he wraps his body around the cottontail’s neck and hangs on,
his teeth buried in the soft fur as the life and death struggle which marks the
beginning of a new year is just as it has always been.
Here where the creek joins the river, where the woodland breaks into
meadow, where thickets of briar and cedar stand as they have since men first
came to change and scar and destroy the land....life goes on. There is no celebration. It is only the passing of another
night, the coming of another day.
And
I know that for some it is necessary on this night to group together and make
much of the ticking of a clock, where alcohol flows and the noise grows to a
blaring crescendo. But I’ll
walk that quiet wooded ridge above the creek in the first hour of darkness, and
treasure the silence, listening for little more than the distant yodel of a
coyote. I’ll survey the river
bottoms in the moonlight and be thankful for the stability of unchanging nature
when man lets it be...wild creatures living as they always have, evidence of
God’s unchanging laws which even man will eventually answer to.
There is perfection here...thank God we haven’t ruined it all. We will in time, I suppose. These mushrooming numbers of human
beings will destroy it all eventually. But maybe not this year… On
this little Ozark ridge-top, there is life continuing as it always has. There’s nothing special here at
midnight, no observance of anything different or new. And I will not celebrate the coming of a new year
while I linger there. I will mourn the passing of the old one. I draw nearer
each eve of a new year, to the year which will be my last.
It has been a year to give thanks
for. None of us are guaranteed there will be another one. This quiet wooded
ridge overlooking the moonlit river, is a good place to ask the Creator to
allow us all to enjoy one more year, to ask that the coming year be a good one
as well.... a year wherein wild things and wild places continue to exist.
I could wish you a happy new year
but wishing it for you will not make it happen. We should pray for each other’s good health, and work
together to make the coming year a good year for the neighbors, friends and
family that we know and love.
In living our lives with others
in mind, we create happiness for ourselves. If you have seen many years pass, you have learned
that. If you are young and have it
to learn, may this be the year it comes to you. And may you end this new year when it becomes an old passing
year, with more peace and more wisdom than you began it with. Those are the things which no man can
ever have too much of, and few men ever attain.